ACIM SHATTERED MY REALITY: WHAT WENT WRONG?

Before those teachings, my life felt so predictable. I had my routines, my beliefs, and a sense of control. Now, it's like I'm living in a different dimension. Everything feels chaotic and I can't seem to grasp what's happening. Did I do something wrong? Where did I go {wrong|astray|off course? Maybe that I wasn't ready for the intensity of AC